I realized this weekend, i still really like you!
Just write out a massive post, but accidentally closed it down.
I wish i could have a happier life.
I want people to actually get to know me, most people seem to avoid me, for reasons i dont know, is there something wrong with me?
i really want to meet someone, im always so lonely, and my friends just say im not as i have them, but thats not what i mean and they never understand that, i want someone who is mine.
i really wish i looked like all these people on the TV and in the magazines too, i always feel so ugly all the time, whether its Acne, or body hair, or my height, or my hair, or my face, or my nose, I just wish i could change everything about my looks.
i want to be clever, i really dont understand why i came to university to do performing arts, i dont know anything about it, i cant act, or sing, or dance. If i could i would drop out, i think it would, but i dont wanna be seen as a failure, or a drop out. All these people in my class (in which most of them hate me) there doing all this fantastic work, and im sat there, failing in every lesson. I regret coming to university. It was the biggest mistake of my life. I cant afford anything, im so poor, and i cant afford my rent, and i cant ask my parents for help.
I doubt anyone will read this, i just need somewhere to put my feelings!
themed by:dec0der
